I've been writing more lately... but they're random and WEIRD. I have no idea what I'm trying to say in any of them. In fact, one is called "I Think I Don't Know What I'm Talking About"...

...hopefully I'll write something cool.

Caitlin is the better writer lol I fail.

~my-angel-calls

^^ amazing person

ONE - Spell your name without vowels: Spn
TWO - Are you single?: Yes
THREE - Whats your favorite number?: 18 and 23 seem to pop up a lot in my life.
FOUR - What color do you wear most?: I don't know
FIVE - Least favorite color?: Don't have one.
SIX - Favorite candy?: Skittles and Snickers
SEVEN - What do you smoke?: Nothing
EIGHT - Are you happy with your life right now?: Sure
NINE - Anyone ever said you resemble a celebrity?: Nope
TEN - What is your favorite class in school?: It's summer, don't have one.
ELEVEN - Do you shop at hollister/DC/Bluenotes?: No, WalMart baby.
TWELVE - How do you make money? Trying to get a job.
THIRTEEN - Who is your best friend?: If I had to pick ONE, Caitlin
FOURTEEN - Where do you go to school?: Nowhere.
FIFTEEN - Are you outgoing?: Sometimes
SIXTEEN - One word to describe you?: Dork
SEVENTEEN - Favorite pair of shoes?: The only ones I own
EIGHTEEN - Do you own big sunglasses?: No.
NINETEEN - Where do you wish you were right now?: ...
TWENTY - What should you be doing right now?: Anything NOT involving the computer
TWENTY ONE - Do you have a crush on anyone right now?: ...

HONEST SECTION:
Honestly, what's on your mind right now?: A friend.
Honestly, what are you doing right now?: Typing.
Honestly, have you done something bad today? Yes.
Honestly, do you watch disney channel?: Yes.
Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone?: My mommy.
Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?: No.
Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time?: Humans.
Honestly, do you bite your nails?: No.
Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment?: Yes.
Honestly, are you keeping a big secret right now?: Yes.
Honestly, do you have a friend you don’t actually like?: No.

THE CANS:
Can you blow a bubble?: Yes.
Can you dance?: lol
Can you do a cart wheel?: No.
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: Never tried
Can you whistle?: Yes.
Can you wiggle your ears?: No.
Can you wiggle your nose?: No.
Can you roll your tongue?: Yes.
Can you make a clover with your tongue?: ..uh...no?

ANGER SECTION:
What do you do when you’re mad?: I throw a lot of things (my poor cell phone), I punch things, and if I'm mad at a specific person who lives in the same house as me, I'll play songs I know they hate.
What’s the worst thing you’ve done when you were mad?: Yelled at a person when I knew they were right.
Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?: Yes.

CRYING SECTION:
Ever really cried your heart out?: Yes.
Ever cried yourself to sleep?:. Yes.
Ever cried on your friend’s shoulder?: Yes.
Ever cried over the opposite sex?: Yes.
Do you cry when you get an injury? No.
Do certain songs make you cry?: Yes, there is a certain live performance of the song "Last Song" by Gackt that makes me cry everytime. Not balling but it makes my eyes water definitly.
Do certain movies make you cry?: Sometimes.

HAPPY SECTION:
Are you usually a happy person?: Usually.
What makes you the happiest?: Music, family, friends
Does being with your friends make you happy?: Sometimes.
Do you believe in yourself?: lol
Do you wish you were happier?: Sometimes
Is being happy overrated?: No
Can music make you happy?: Yes

LOVE SECTION:
How many times have you had your heart broken?: ...
Have you ever loved someone so much that you’d die for them?: I would die for any human who deserves to live, if I had the chance to save them.
Has anyone besides your friends and family ever said ‘I love you'?: A teacher.

HATE SECTION:
Do you actually hate anyone?: Hate is such a strong word.
Have you ever been on a hit list?: lol... no?
Are you a mean bully: Yish, Imma meanie weanie jwerk
Do you hate George Bush?: I don't hate him, but I can't say I like the man either.

SELF ESTEEM SECTION:
Is your self-esteem extremely low?: Yes.
Do you think you're good looking?: I'm not.
Do you wish you could be someone else?: No. Which is kinda weird isn't it?

LOOK AT ME:
What is your current hair color?: Brown
Current piercings?: Ears
Have any tattoos?: No.
Straight hair or curly?: Straight

CURRENTLY WEARING:
What shirt are you wearing?: A light and loose long-sleeve gray sweater thingy...
Necklace(s)?: No.
Shoes?: Socks

HAVE YOU EVER:
Hugged someone?: Yes
Been on the phone until the sun came up?: No
Laughed so hard you peed in your pants?: No
Laughed so hard you cried?: Yes.
Got in a fight with someone?: Yes.

THE LAST:
Person you talked to in person?: My littlest sister Maeve.
Person you talked to online?: Twilightedge
Person you hugged?: MaeMae

RANDOM:
Do you like surveys?: When I'm bored... like now.
Do you get along with your parents?: Yes.
Do you have mental breakdowns?: Yes.

CURRENT:
Current mood: bleh.
Current music: 忘れないよ by 青山テルマ
Current hair style?: down.
Current crush: ...
Current thing I ought to be doing: Anything NOT on the computer
Current windows open: None. Air conditioner on
Current desktop picture: I'm at my dad's and it's a scary looking baby. But mine at home is of Miyavi.

THE DIDS:
Did you ever get into a fist fight in school?: No.
Did you ever run away from home?: Yes, dad made mac&cheese instead of ramen, and then I got hungry and came back home. I was like 5
Did you ever want to be a doctor?: No.
Did you ever want to be a fire fighter?: Thought about it more than once.

THE DO'S:
Do you like to swim?: Yes
Do you like roller coasters?: Yes.
Do you own a bike?: Yes. It's broke.
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: For money, yes.

THE DOES:
Does hair loss run in your family at all?: I don't know.
Does your car get good gas mileage?: I don’t have a car
Does your family have family picnics?: Tch... no.

THE HAVES:
Have you ever been on a plane?:-- Yes
Have you ever been to the ocean?:-- No
Have you ever painted your nails?:-- Yes

THE HOWS:
How tall are you?: 5' 3" or 4"... I don't really know.
How much money do you have on you right now?: None

THE LASTS:
Last person you hung out with?: My cousin Zack.
Last thing someone said to you?: "I wan dis, Appy, I wan dis"
Last thing you said out loud?: "Go see mama"

THE WHATS:
What are you listening to?: 忘れないよ by 青山テルマ
What is the weather outside?: bright and windy
What radio station do you listen to?: Whatever is playing good music.
What was the last restaurant you ate at?: McDonalds, ugh eww
What was the last thing you had to drink?: Coffee
What was the last movie you watched?: The Hangover


1. YOUR ROCK STAR NAME (first pet, current/wanted car): Ginger Audi A8

2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME (fave ice cream flavor, favorite type of shoe): Blue Moon Tennis Shoe

3. YOUR NATIVE AMERICAN NAME (favorite color, favorite animal): Orange Orca

4. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME (middle name, city where you were born): Kae Saginaw

5. YOUR STAR WARS NAME (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 of your first name): Okeas

6. SUPERHERO NAME (2nd favorite color, favorite drink): Black Water?

7. NASCAR NAME (the first names of your grandfathers): (I have four grandpas) Leo William Larry Chris

8. STRIPPER NAME (the name of your favorite perfume/cologne/scent, favorite candy): KissHer Skittles

9. TV WEATHER ANCHOR NAME (your 5th grade teacher’s last name, a major city that starts with the same letter): Berklich Barcelona

11. SPY NAME: (your favorite season/holiday, flower): Autumn Sakura

12. CARTOON NAME: (favorite fruit, article of clothing you’re wearing right now): Orange Sweats

13. HIPPIE NAME: (What you ate for breakfast, your favorite tree): Nothing Sakura Tree



1. EVER BEEN GIVEN A RING?
Yes.

2. LONGEST RELATIONSHIP?
...

3. LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED?
I don't remember.

4. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU DROPPED YOUR CELL?
lol, my poor phone, I'm so abusive, I often drop it on purpose.

5. WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU WORKED OUT?
Yesterday.

6. THING(S) YOU SPEND A LOT OF MONEY ON?
Nothing.

7. LAST FOOD YOU ATE?
Smores

8. FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?
Eyes

9. ONE FAVORITE SONG?
It's hard to pick, but right now I really like Again by YUI.

10. WHERE DO YOU LIVE?
In your backyard.

11. HIGH SCHOOL YOU ATTENDED?
Sky High

12. CELL PHONE SERVICE PROVIDER?
AT&T

13. WHATS YOUR FAVORITE COLOR?
I CHOOSE TO NOT DISCRIMINATE AGAINST THE COLOURS OF THE RAINBOW.

14. LONGEST JOB HELD?
Tch... 45 minutes. Trying to get one.

15. DO YOU OWN A PAIR OF DICE?
Yes.

16. DO YOU PRANK CALL PEOPLE?
No.

17. LAST WEDDING ATTENDED?
My dad and step-mom's friends, Robert and Shanon.

18. FIRST FRIEND YOU'D CALL IF YOU WON THE LOTTERY?
Caitlin.

19. LAST TIME YOU ATTENDED CHURCH?
A while ago.

20. FAVORITE FAST FOOD RESTAURANT?
I don't like fast food.

21. BIGGEST LIE YOU HAVE HEARD?
One I told when I was younger about how I was a power ranger.

22. FAVORTIE FOOD?
I don't know...

23. WHERE'S YOUR FAVORITE PLACE TO EAT WITH FRIENDS?
I don't know...

24. CAN YOU COOK?
Ish...

25. WHAT CAR DO YOU DRIVE?
Don’t drive

26. BEST KISSER?
....

27. LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
A while ago.

28. MOST DISLIKED FOOD?
I don't know.

29. FAVORTIE TYPE OF MUSIC?
I like literally everything.

30. THING YOU DISLIKE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF?
My flab.

31. THING YOU LIKE THE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF?
My eyes.

32. LONGEST SHIFT YOU HAVE WORKED AT A JOB?
45 minutes then fired.

33. FAVORITE MOVIE?
The mummy, dragonheart, free willy, rush hour, and anything with Bruce Lee.

34. CAN YOU SING?
I enjoy it, but that doesn't mean I'm any good.

35. LAST CONCERT ATTENDED?
Forever ago... I saw Chris Daughtry, but I was more excited about the opening act Relient K.

36. LAST KISS?
no comment.

37. LAST MOVIE RENTED?
The Happening

38. THING YOU NEVER LEAVE HOME WITHOUT?
Cell Phone.

39. FAVORITE VACATION SPOT?
Never been on vacation.

40. DO YOU LIKE CHINESE FOOD?
Yes.

41. HOW BIG IS YOUR BED?
Twin.

42. IS YOUR ROOM CLEAN?
Kinda.

43. LAPTOP OR DESKTOP COMPUTER?
Laptop.

44. FAVORITE COMEDIAN?
Uh...let's see... Dane Cook, Kyle Cease, Maria Bamford, Jim Gaffigan, and Eddie Murphy.

45. DO YOU SMOKE?
No.

46. SLEEP WITH OR WITHOUT CLOTHES ON?
T-shirt.

47. WHO SLEEPS WITH YOU EVERY NIGHT?
My pillow.

48. DO LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIPS WORK?
No.

49. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BEEN PULLED OVER BY THE POLICE?
I don't drive.

50. PANCAKES OR FRENCH TOAST?
I don't care.

51. DO YOU LIKE COFFEE?
Yes, with creme.

52. HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS?
Sunny side up.

53. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ASTROLOGY?
I don't know.

54. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
My mommy.

55. LAST PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALL LIST?
My mommy.

56. WHAT WAS THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU RECIEVED?
Ella telling me her schedule.

57. MCDONALDS OR BURGER KING?
Neither. Did you know it takes 10.6 miles to run off a medium fry from mcdonalds?

58. NUMBER OF PILLOWS?
One.

59. WHAT ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW?
A long-sleeve shirt and sweat pants.

60. PICK A LYRIC, ANY LYRIC OR SONG?
Since most of my friends don't speak japanese here's the english translation=
"The sadness that continues to fall changes to pure white snow. I kept looking to the sky. If now my wish reaches you, before my body vanishes, hold me tightly once more" Last Song by Gackt

61. WHAT KIND OF JELLY DO YOU LIKE ON YOUR PB & J SANDWICH?
Strawberry.

62. CAN YOU PLAY POOL?
No.

63. DO YOU KNOW HOW TO SWIM?
Yes.

64. FAVORITE ICE CREAM?
Blue Moon

65. DO YOU LIKE MAPS?
?????

66. TELL ME A RANDOM FACT ABOUT YOURSELF?
I have no life.

67. ARE YOU HAPPY WITH YOUR LIFE SO FAR?
Sure.

68. EVER ATTEND A THEME PARTY?
Yes.

69. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SEASON?
Autumn

70. LAST TIME YOU LAUGHED AT SOMETHING STUPID?
A couple minutes ago.

71. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP THIS MORNING?
5:30ish... it was raining and it got inside the tent.

72. BEST THING ABOUT WINTER?
Snow.

73. LAST TIME A COP GAVE YOU A TICKET?
Never.

74. CATS OR DOGS?
Both.

75. NAME OF YOUR FIRST PET?
Ginger.

76. DO YOU THINK PIRATES ARE COOL OR OVERRATED?
Cool?

77. WHAT ARE YOU DOING THIS WEEKEND?
Going home!!

78. HAS SOMEONE YOU LOVE EVER DIED?
Yes

79. WHAT IS THE THIRD LETTER OF YOUR NAME?
P

80. HOW OLD ARE YOUR PETS?
Older I guess.

81. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
Michigan

82. ARE YOU SICK?
No.

83. DO YOU GO TO SCHOOL?
Yes.

84. IS THE BATHROOM OPEN?
I think so?

85. ARE YOU ON A LAPTOP?
My dad's

86. ARE YOU WATCHING MTV?
No, my sister's watching iCarly.

87. ARE YOU SMILING?
No

88. DO YOU HAVE EYELINER ON?
No, I don't wear makeup. Ever.

89. DO YOU LIKE TO DANCE?
Yes.

90. ARE YOU BLONDE?
Naturally.

91. EVER BEEN IN A CAR ACCIDENT?
A minor one.

92. DO YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND?
No.

93. WHO IS YOUR CRUSH?
.......

94. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NAME?
October.

95. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR BATHING SUIT/TRUNKS?
Black.

96. DOES YOUR SCHOOL START IN AUGUST?
Yes.

97. DID YOU GO ON VACATION LAST MONTH?
No.

98. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON A CRUISE?
No.

99. DO YOU HAVE A SISTER?
Three of em.

100. ARE YOU UPSTAIRS?
No

I am in a guild on Neopets called Passion™. It's a place where you can express your artistic passions (hence the title). I was blessed (tch..to be blessed on Neopets..that is a dream come true lol) with the position of 'Lead Musician'.

My Musicians page I created (and worked very hard on) is here: [link]
The layout is temporary until I can get back to my mom's house and use photoshop to create an original layout.

I'm looking for some of my friends ( maybe) who write lyrics or music and want to share their "passion" (funnier everytime I type it) with the world on more than one site.
It's also got other teams.
Writers
Sketchers
Digital Artists
Musicians
Fashion Designers
and Gamers.

However there currently is not a Lead sketcher, digital artist, or gamer. I think... The owner is having computer problems so it hasn't exactly been updated so I'm not sure what roles have been filled.

But if anyone is interested in becoming one of those lead things, sign up for neopets (or log in if you already have one)
and fill this out:
My Personal Name:
My Age:
My Category Choice:
My HTML/CSS Experience Level:
Why I would be good for this position:


Or if you just want to join and be a regular member of the guild
fill this out (the guild is private so...)
My Personal Name:
My Age:
My Passion(s):
My Literacy Level:
How Active I Am:
What I have to offer Passion™:
Who recruited me:


Both should be sent to miss_elorei via 'neomail' (also funnier every time i type lol)


Anyway felt like sharing that with the world.

I was seriously considering getting a new dA account, because I don't really like the name I have now (which is to be read as raz elric - not razel ric, which a friend of mine asked me what razel ric meant - but it's read that way specifically because I used to use the internet name "raz" and I really liked FMA). Anyway, I changed my mind because I've had this for so long and I can't seem to give it up

Still my friends have cooler names like ~my-angel-calls *catch-some-air ~xXRomanticDeathXx and ~Whitelilylight but oh well. I'm a dork who used to have an obsession with a tv show. Well...tch... now instead of FMA it's Supernatural I'm obsessed with. Hey, at least the guys are real. Btw, I recently re-watched Devour
JENSEN ACKLES!

because it was an awesome movie. Mom didn't like it though, because she didn't like the ending. Oh well. I thought it was kind of funny actually. Oh! And I watched the new Friday the 13th recently.

JARED PADALECKI!

My opinion on that movie: Jason runs too fast for a retard. It was still good though I guess. I do like how in the old ones he barely had to move his arm and he could do some major damage... where in the new one he's got to wind up his arm and haul it over his head just split their head open .

Some remakes really suck and make you want to punch the tv, call up the director and go "what the were you thinking?"

Overall the older ones (in all their cheese) are better (duh). And I say this not as an invitation to hear what others think of the movie, because I am self-centered and narcissistic and I'm always right.



Also, side-note: I am more upset over the loss of Billy Mays then Michael Jackson (sorry) he was a really cool dude!! oh and summer school is gay. Gay as in lame, not that it likes it in the ass ... but then again the building can do whatever it wants, I'm not judging... That'd be weird though... if summer school was homosexual... assuming it was physically possible. What? Why are you talking to me? Oh! And I fell today...gravity. It hates me. Bitch.

So I've posted some new things. Thanks to I'm no longer paranoid and worried about posting my lyrics. Well... still worried, but oh well. I may even post some of my poems, but those tend to get more personal then my structured lyrics.
Anyway, enjoy.